Multiple people tried to discourage you from using Dzil in your previous thread. Here's my anti-answer...
You decided to start using learning how to swim in North Atlantic instead of the shallow end of a swimming pool. You've mastered the doggie paddle but you're far from shore in cold, rough water, the wind is starting to pick up and... Wait, was that a shark that just swam past? You feel like you just might drown or get eaten at any point.
Take a deep breath, open your eyes and stand up. Fortunately you are in the shallow end of the swimming pool because you can switch to a simpler tool at any point (with some work) if you choose to do so.