I've been reluctant to speak thus far, but it seems that your byline is "Blessings" but your content says "Curses to you all". I would suggest you either change your byline or change your attitude toward those trying to provide you assistance. After all, 'tis the season for repentance and renewal, so why not start fresh, with a fresh attitude which will help yourself as well as others.
"It's not how hard you work, it's how much you get done."