This:

"i would like know about new ideas and ways !!!!!"

... is good. This Monastery exists to show you new ideas and ways.

This:

"Yes you are Honor like baby"

... is rude and disrespectful. As were your replies yesterday.

I don't believe that it can be a surprise to anyone, no matter their inexperience, and no matter their cultural background, that when you come into a monastery|library|university|new workplace and say "Give me this!", the people in there will say "Why should I, when you have not even looked yourself?" When the new person then replies offensively to those who were sitting reading their manuscripts, it makes that person look very rude and not worthy of helping.

I don't know or really care if you will ever come back to this Monastery, but I promise you will encounter the same reactions elsewhere in life -- like, for example, in the business world -- if you continue to act in the same way.