Hey, wow sorry to hear that, sweetie. I know this is an old post, but I just got here :). You must be very strong. I hope you're doing a bit better these days? I just was browsin' and thought it was sweet, kinda bittersweet I suppose, that two Monks experiencing some loss could give each other some support :) I hope you're well planetscape (and, Khen1950fx, I hope you're better these days as well :)