I hired a personal coach some time ago to help me with what I thought at the time was self 'sabbotage' Here's how it was put to me. "Mr. Kelly you are miserable whenever your attention is on yourself, like it is now! The fact is that you are profiting from your complaints which are really nothing more than a sneaky form of bragging, i.e. convincing yourself how important you are. The simple fact is Mr. Kelly that TRUE intention is always demonstrated by attainment. Your willingness to be distracted indicates how much you are in love with yourself and not with the object of your creation." He summed it up thusly: The truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off. :-) Sanford Kelly