Don't confuse the chatterbox with anything else. Were they serious? Were they joking? It doesn't really matter. Each person can spend their votes anyway they want. If they want to explain why in the chatterbox (I never would, but to each their own) that is their perogative. For the record, I seriously doubt that c-era voted your posts down for your musical taste. Some of your posts have far more valid reasons to be downvoted. Relax and tread carefully for a little while. We are always willing to give people a second chance here, but your reputation as a troll may have ruined your account for good. You can always grab a new identity and enter the Monastery as a brand new initiate at any time.