Do I really have a sick mind or is my mind just affected by the sickness of my world?

The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is tough. AND It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A Death. What's with that?, Weres the bonus? I think that the life cycle should be all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. Next you get kicked out of the old age home when you're too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, and you get ready for High School. You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last 9 months floating... then you finish off as an orgasm! blessed be.