You have my deepest condolences on your loss.

It is hard for many who are not in the community to understand how the technology community can provide a solace to those who are experiencing hardship, but although I cannot begin to understand your grief, I have also found the community to be a place to find a quiet respite during turbulent times in my life and hope that it will continue to be such a place for you.

My heart goes out to you, and I hope that in time, you will find peace.