I would just like to say, after a week of meditating on this, that if you had put forth half the effort you put into denigrating my reply, you could have solved the OP's question. But what do I know?, it might actually take you 2/3's the effort.
I showed you what I did and asked how I could find the
same enlightenment that you had found. We all miss things
and seek guidance when we stray. Please point me to the specific
google result that has the answer you claim.
Also notice that I am not the only one who thinks you're
blowing hot air.