I personally believe that Sid used to be an idiot, an heroin addict, and had criminal records. Yet, he turns out to be an asshole who is also a myth for several generations, while you sound like an anonymous asshole who is nothing but an annoying asshole.
My sympathy for the sounds and voices that you hear, I can assure you that they are all in your head. By the way are you so ugly, or is it just the photo or first impression you like to give?