While TMTOWTDI is certainly a feature of Perl, it's unclear exactly what you're attempting to achieve.

Based on what you have written, I tend to agree with AM's comment, perhaps with a small qualification: "... you're probably not using modules correctly ...".

The following points are somewhat simplistic. I'd be happy to expand upon them when you've clarified your intent.

• The most common usage is to load a module at compile time (see use) then access its subroutines as required.
• You can conditionally load a module at compile time using the if pragma.
• You can (conditionally) load a module at runtime using the require function.

If you provide a short piece of code to demonstrate your use case, we'd have a better idea of what you're trying to do. This may lead to a better answer.

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