I am approaching a milestone here and wanted to share my thoughts about it. Although everybody Knows XP means nothing, I am nearing the exalted level of friar, thus proving conclusively that the axiom about XP meaning nothing is True. "NovMonk??" you may well ask. "Isn't she the same novice whose habit is always dirty/ falls asleep in chapel/ is always off mucking about in the Catacombs when there's work to be done?" Yet while I have been here, quietly studying and listening from the corner, I have at least learned to use strict/ warnings/ diagnostics, and better still, to use Super Search. I have worked on little problems at my job and taken inordinate joy in making scipts for simple text manipulations that take my cow orkers hours to accomplish by hand. That is all good.
But the main thing I've learned is that I am not a programmer, and I really want to be. I see, reading many posts, present and past, what a programmer's life is like. The cool kinds of problems you get to solve. The way you can make things happen if you just use the right incantations in the right order-- and the style with which so many of you do it, all the while dispensing wisdom, kindness, and the occasional well-deserved sharp adminishment to folks like me. I watch you with same awe my little son does when he sees the firemen in their station down the street.
But the sad fact is, I did not get the math/ computer science background in school to begin to understand what most of you are doing-- or what I want to be doing for that matter, and going back just now is not an option. Being able to read Old English helps a bit-- I'm used to looking at incomprehensible symbols/ patterns and puzzling them out via rules and a dictionary. But without a framework to apply all those patterns to, I am pretty much stuck.
The point of all this is, I don't deserve to be a friar-- or a monk for that matter. But I have been doing a lot of reading over the past few days-- the Reviews section, and some of the Selected Best Nodes dealing with book recommendations, and I have started a reading list. I'd like to solicit additional recommendations, of course. But mostly I'd like to tell you that this community has been an inspiration for me, and even though I haven't said much, I have been quietly learning from your example. And now, if you'll excuse me, I think I have some carrots to chop.
Thanks, Everyone.
NovMonk (who is no longer new, except in wisdom.)
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Re: Impending Friardom
by dragonchild (Archbishop) on Jun 29, 2004 at 14:29 UTC | |
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by andyf (Pilgrim) on Jun 29, 2004 at 16:11 UTC | |
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by Old_Gray_Bear (Bishop) on Jun 29, 2004 at 15:46 UTC | |
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by mpeppler (Vicar) on Jun 29, 2004 at 14:23 UTC | |
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by zentara (Cardinal) on Jun 30, 2004 at 13:29 UTC | |
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Re: Impending Friardom
by dfaure (Chaplain) on Jun 30, 2004 at 11:13 UTC | |
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by sintadil (Pilgrim) on Jul 04, 2004 at 08:22 UTC |